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Okay, so it was a twenty chapter story, right. Yes, it was but life goes on and I now need to tell the readers what that life looks like. What has happened to the key players and are there some things that didn’t appear in this story? This is about trying to fill in those gaps as best I can. I know, for some it will be boring. I can just see the comments now, “Boring, Goyse! No sex.”. But if I don’t do this some might say, “Well, what really happened, Goyse? Why did she do it if she stayed single?” It took me a few months to find out but I did and it came from a surprising direction but then that was Ronnie. She was a lady who was full of surprises. So here goes.I can’t say with any certainty what happened to Ronnie. I’ve had no contact with her since that day she walked out of my house. I wish I had because she was an important part of my life. Ron was a great friend and still is today but so was Ronnie and when you lose a friend you wonder what you have done to deserve that.On that subject I now know she came to me because she trusted me and she thought that I was someone who would listen, someone who may offer advice but I let her down. Yes, I let her down in what may have been the most important time in her life. I would love to see her because I would like to say to her face, “Ronnie, I’m so sorry. As a friend, I should have been there for you but I misunderstood why you came to me and I didn’t give you a fair hearing.” I could use the excuse that my wife, Sue told me that she had cheated once more on my good friend, Ron but then I knew that Sue would often lie to me so I should have questioned what she told me. Like a fool, I didn’t and I reacted negatively. Now years later I wonder if I had in fact been set up by Sue because I suspect she knew that Ronnie was not going to the Island with a man. I have spent many hours thinking about it and the conclusion that I have come to is that Sue was jealous of how close almanbahis şikayet Ronnie and I were. She probably knew that Ronnie and Ron were going to split up. Was it that Sue thought that Ronnie and I might get together in Ron’s absence so she was trying to protect her territory? I may never know the answer to that besides it’s all conjecture.The next important player is Ron. It was hard for him for quite a while. He was raising three kids the youngest being just over eighteen months old while at the same time he was holding out a full-time job. Shirley and both grandmothers came to his aid of course so the kids were very well looked after. Despite that, life was not easy. He had to give up his football to handle his work, the cooking, the housework, the shopping and everything else that goes with working and raising three young kids but he did it and he did it very well.He was suffering from the loss of Ronnie, he was suffering from the loss of Sarah who went on and married her new boyfriend and never did make that phone call he hoped would come. But what did happen out of the blue was a young girl called Ashleigh.Readers by now may have asked, “Why did Goyse ever mention that young lady called, Ashleigh?” Yes, I know it seemed like a waste of lines in the story but it was important because about a month after Ronnie left, Ashleigh knocked on Ron’s door.I had mentioned that she had become friends with Ron and Ronnie. I had also mentioned that she had married and the marriage had failed in about a week. It seems that if a marriage doesn’t last a certain time it is automatically dissolved if that is the right word. I had not mentioned the reason simply because at the time no one except Ashleigh knew the reason. During a night visiting with Ron and Ashleigh several months later I asked her why her marriage failed.Ashleigh tried to manipulate to avoid the question but being the person I am I put the question almanbahis canlı casino to her again. She smiled, looked at Ron and said, “I’ve never told anyone the real reason, Goyse but if you promise not to tell anyone else then I’ll tell you and Ron.” “I promise. What about you Ron?”“I’m with you mate. My lips are sealed. Tell him, Ashleigh.”Ron’s response told me that Ron already knew. This is the story that Ashleigh told me.…AshleighYou know that Ronnie and I became friends. We confided in each other. I initially had an ulterior motive which you might guess for making sure that I remained friends with Ronnie. One day while we were having coffee, Ronnie spoke of her relationship with Ron. It was just a week or two before my wedding. Her discussion came out of the blue and the direct way she approached the issue shocked me.“I love Ron very much, Ashleigh but we have an issue when it comes to sex. When we first got married it was okay but it was never good. After sex with Ron, I often wait for him to go to sleep to slip away by myself to finish the job.”“You mean to masturbate?” I asked her.“Yes. I know that the problem is not Ron. I know it is me. In my selfish way, I spread my wings too early in life and experienced things that were exceptional. It was far too exceptional for Ron to match. Much of it was on the sexual front. Ron was there with me all the way. He knew everything I was doing because I knew that one day he would be my partner and I wanted him to know. No, maybe that wasn’t the reason at all. It was more that I wanted him to experience it with me. That’s how close we were.”“I don’t understand why you are telling me all this Ronnie?”“Yes, you do. I wasn’t fooled that day at the football final. I knew why you were there. I don’t know how you were there and I don’t want to know but I know why you were there. Do you still feel the same way, Ashleigh?”“I don’t think that I should admit that almanbahis casino to you, Ronnie.”“Aaaahhh, you are young and inexperienced. What you just said in itself is an admission. Do you think that I can’t read the way you look at him? How severe is your attraction, Ash? Is it important enough for you to put off your wedding for an opportunity to be with him?”“I still don’t follow where you are going with this. Is this some sort of revenge thing against me for liking Ron?”“No, it’s exactly the opposite. I want you to tell me how strong your feelings for him are so that I can make sure that he is looked after when I leave him.”“You’re going to leave Ron?”“Yes, Eventually. The problem I have is how to make sure that after I leave he has someone who he can trust and lean on for support. Unless I’ve misread your behaviour and body language, you’re the one. Now start talking straight to me Ashleigh or I’ll have to get up and walk away. If I do walk away I will deny discussing this with you and there will not be another opportunity.”“Yes, I’m getting married because the guy that I want to be with is married to you. Is that what you want to hear, Ronnie?”“Now we are getting somewhere. So if I told you that within a few months Ron will be single again would you call off the wedding?”“I think it is too late. The invites have gone out and everything has been arranged. My parents would never forgive me.”“Okay, did you know that if a marriage doesn’t last more than a week it can be annulled without any effort?”“I didn’t know that.”“Now, Ashleigh, we haven’t had this discussion. The rest is up to you.” Ronnie simply got up and walked away.We had coffee the next week and she didn’t mention it so I thought I would ask her a question about it so I started by saying, “Last week when we talked…..” She cut me off and stated loudly, “We didn’t have a discussion last week, remember.”I looked at her in disbelief for a while. She just stared back. “That’s right we didn’t, did we?”“That’s right we didn’t.” She got up and walked away. I didn’t speak to her again other than when she congratulated me at the wedding after which she turned and walked away before I could even say thanks.
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